The Last Animal to Arrive in the Kingdom

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Rear three-quarter view of a light-brown rabbit who stares ahead at a wooded environment. Its ears are pointed up.
Photo by Tolga Ahmetler on Unsplash

title taken from Tommy Pico’s Nature Poem


I walked like a rage into the body of my life, which insisted the end of grief came
in the fulfillment of desire, but desire, like loneliness, is a hunger    it will
come back       I muzzled grief            I desired with a desire beyond desire
I repeated the word until it grew fuzz in my throat, until its great flower
bloomed there, and struck speech from me    I walked like a dog into grief’s entryway,
spat the dead rabbit at its feet, with disgusting and pathetic devotion, and it let me in
it let me in       because it saw how I wanted, and knew itself
to be little more than the unspoken that comes after want     it saw how
I wanted, with a want beyond wanting, and could offer no comfort, so it took
the rabbit, skinned and cooked it, and fed me from its open             wrist.

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