Mexican Wedding Cookies
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We could road trip to Tennessee from New Mexico
the kids & I we could be brave they think I’m brave
we could unroll our bags & throw our chanclas in the grass
we could barefoot it we could unlearn the constellations
& learn them again unhitch their stories from their names
like the names I’ve taken into my belly & rolled dough
like masa to my mouth through my cervix I’ve
unbound them I’ve squatted toward
cement toward asphalt & thick summer air
squelching in my lungs not enough for the work not enough
we could love something ridiculous we could mix pecans
& flour & sugar into balls in our hands then scoop them
onto sheets in the oven sprinkle them in powder
white as that dress I swore I needed we could unbind ourselves
from kitchens from messes from our mama’s ideas of what
we need for happiness for luck for sweetness on our tongues
we could do it I’ve heard a recipe for letting go tastes
eerily similar to holding on the difference in the butter
or the temperature or the salt in the batter but we know
I’m lying all the things we could & why Tennessee—
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