Back Road Dream to the Home I Keep Forgetting

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A blue road sign that reads "New Mexico True welcomes you" in white font with a picture of a yellow hot air balloon and the Zia Sun symbol overtop. The landscape behind the sign is flat, partially desert and partially plains, with a railroad track heading left to right.
Photo by Jeffrey Keenan on Unsplash
Sapello sky         open as a first breath                     filled pink 

with tomorrow’s weather                           mismatched fence

posts              splintering into Ys       those warped bodies    embalmed

with winter                      the wind moves in                  summer skeletons

of alfalfa turned tumble    -weed patches and pine branches

recite mariachi             music whistled            by ancestors shuffling

playing cards                    around a home                      -made graveyard

in the field                        behind the trailer abandoned              elk

bones and sheds                     from old          hunts scatter under the fallen

needles of Fragoso Ridge           pines dogs                  chained to a balding

trailer hitch        they wallow     waxing holes                into the thin vinyl

of mobile home skirting          barn cats          morning screams

refrigerator scraps cold                       pintos once pressure

cooked and salted        a wounded owl     top of a telephone pole     a crucifix

its blood-dipped talons               dried               calls electrified dead

cells crossing                                     live wires                    a fractured

family glued together               in a single wide white car         parked in a black

-out      forgotten ride               home              I’m idling          still trying       to sleep

off a childhood                           before walking back                  inside

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